I just ingested so much sugar I am embarrassed to say exactly what I consumed.  I know feel ill.  

It’s no surprise though…I took my last active pill in my BC pack last night and that guarantees I will consume any rotten, unhealthy junk food within the apartment (and when I have none of that at home like my current situation…I just go to the store).

It’s ridiculous, I have no control over what I eat sometimes…anyone else have this problem at a similar time of the month?

Until I am done with school and can get into my own house.  I currently am doing the apartment living thing. Just got home from classes after a long ass week (must I add I decided it would be a great idea to skip my daily caffeine sustenance so I am more than crabby) and there is a child in the apartment above me throwing an apocalyptic tantrum.  Also, I am assuming the parent or babysitter or whatever is stomping around like a god damn elephant.

Don’t get me wrong, I understand occasional tantrums come with the child-bearing territory but yeesh…I pay enough rent to live here that I deserve some damn peace and quiet.

My two least favourite things to do in the morning: Be awake, and scrub the bath tub.

Ahhh the exciting life I lead.

I have been up since 5:30 AM though because I suddenly and completely woke up, and there really isn’t anything better to do that early in the morning.

Well not really so “yay!”.  I like to buy gifts for people but am not all that sweet and going out and actually procuring them.  Malls make me mad, especially this time of year.  

Every…single…year I tell myself I am going to get an early start and do everything online.  Reality though is that every…single…year I leave it until the last week and can’t do it online because I worry that presents will not make it on time.

I have chosen today to get the majority of them.  I figure going during the day will beat waiting until the weekend which would be extremely last minute and hectic and totally what I end up doing most years.  

I keep on telling myself that my pretty little tree will look much better with some pretty little presents underneath and I assume that will get me through the day.

Or whiskey, maybe I should just drink some whiskey.  Aghhhhh!

Guess what people, apparently I still do exist.  After a very large Tumblr hiatus (I cannot promise it won’t happen again) I am back.

The conditions of my return are a break from school for the Christmas Season.  I recently finished up my first semester for my diploma and am feeling like I can breathe again.  To say going from a full time work-a-day human being to a student was a smooth transition would be a bold faced lie.  Perhaps more about that later.

It’s been so long, I don’t even know where to start so I will let you in on my current thoughts and actions.

Currently, I am sitting in the same butt groove on my couch that I was when I rolled out of bed at the crack of dawn…(errrrr, more realistically…10 AM).  I have so many things I should do before I have to finish off my first year, but being lazy is good too on occasion.

Not that I have much of a choice.  With me new found freedom I also decided I could try another go at the gym since I haven’t been active since ohhhh September or something. Yesterday was brutal, I can hardy walk properly and my thighs are definitely smothered in a large quantity of icy hot.  I can honestly say, with all my false starts, and my past athletics I have never felt the need to douse myself in icy hot.  Boy do things change fast.

It could be much worse though, I am at peace with a day of sipping coffee, wasting my life on the computer, and watching way too much Netflix.

-HD

PS. Bless the creator of  A535, I could kiss him/her/the corporation right now!